Me n chin chin..haha~c hw cute she is~ wakakaka~
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Christmas celebration~
Me n chin chin..haha~c hw cute she is~ wakakaka~
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Carmen..dnt ng vui a..i cn upload ur pics in my blog cause i ask ler ur mushroom fren dey say cn o..meh upload lor..haha..sry a..btw..ur syiuk n ting...i stil dnt un...hw to siuk n ting wen no net o?? gt net xin cn lar...z.z...haih..she really mou dak gao..she say inside court no oxygen wa..meh ask her go out take lar..she really go out n take eh..mana tiam..zz...play badminton with her so syok..haha..coz cn win easily..haha~ b4 she finish talking...we all hoi boh...n the ball fly pas her...n she laugh nt angry..haha~FU-ny gal..haha~
Chin chin leh..her hair dnt knw y ler...hmmm..after bk from kl bcm lk dis liao de?? hmmm..gt new boy thr izit?? haha..jk lar...wen playing she keep call me to gv her pics comment...i gv ler..bt no reply her..coz she no ask~! XD..haha...n her racket..wat happen?? dnt knw ler..sob..sad 4 her 2..haha..
n we went hm happily ever after..thx God cause listen tomy prayerS...THANKS~! n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR JESUS~!
Monday, December 22, 2008
Changes??
Hmmm~~ nw i feel much better ler..thx nini..thx helen~!~! i nw feel lk...happy jor..more..suh fuk ler..thx to u all ya~ keke~ life still goes on...wakakakkaa~~ enjoying my days ler..hehe~faster enjoy sai kui..b4 pmr...lolx....keke~
I'm ANGRY~!
I’m angry because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me
to be your girlfriend.
I’m angry because I learned you did that with others while we were still
together.
I’m angry because you lied when you told me you weren’t attracted to other gals~!
Missing You
I've been living my life alone,
Trying to forget You out of my life,
But all this time,
I cant help myself but miss You..
You are once a dream that came true,
A illusion that turned into a reality,
But suddenly things turn differently,
The way they used to be,
Until such times I have no choice but let You go...
You're the reason that for my sleepness night,
Cause You are staying on my mind,
I cant help myself from crying,
Cause i am missing You so much~!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Easy to start...Hard to end~
Haih..i jz hope all this is jz a dream..bt its not..easy to stary hard to end..haih..what else can i do except putting a fake smile on my face?? hmmmm~ nex year hw mian dui him?? thats still a problem..haih...next year pmr lagi..confirm is a stress up year 4 me...haih~ i look happy on the outside but inside i am dying~!~! i pretended nthing had happen b4..will it work?? will it increase the wounds n the pain in my heart?? haih....
wen will my road fully end?
Haih...helen...u road end ler..bt mine?? jz started...hw to walk til end?? haih... i need You Lord...haih..
Opz..Forget ler..
Love problem??
Just wake up from my dream...its a nightmare?? i so damn wish all is nightmare.... haih....whenever i wake up...my uncomfortable feelings come bk de..haih... i jz wish tat dose feelings wil leave me...i imporve ler...i no cry 2day...if 4 laz time dose boys hurt me b4...i gt...so happy...keke~ i dnt knw y...my heart to him lk..stil tat deep?? i oso dnt knw ler...jz wishing tat i cn stay happy....dnt knw hw to end with happily ever after...
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Christmas Party~
thx ya Hong~keke~
Well..thx Hong..last minute give me that ticket..keke..not give la..i pay duh..haha...i ben lai dont go de...but somthing had happen ler....so i must find a way to relax myself....i sms mon...ask her got extra ticket mou..she say no...haih... nvm lor...mana tahu..till end Hong said he dont want go cause lazy...and he yong me the ticket ler..keke..i enjoy the party de...bt when i receive esther lo's msg..my mood changed...nt really enjoy...haih..bt fun ler...nex year i going to join cogs n st.mike youth..luckily no cruch time..keke~ den i go home hoping that i can live happily ever after...lolx~
2nd chance?
Is there a 2nd chance 4 me?? i think no ler since he found his mrs right..nvm.. keke...just wish he n her happy lor...i kind of ng seh dak de...bt i must let it go..haih...last night i cant sleep...after stop sms with helen..i really cant sleep ler...whenever i close my eyes...my mind will think of him..thinking what is he doing in camp...izit close with that girl?? i think yes de ler...haih~nvm...let it be.. next year how to mian dui him?? haih~~ besties...i need u~!~! haih...last night..about 3am like that i xin can sleep...i wonder if i sms with helen till 3..will i think that much?? my feelings now is........dont know how to express...haih..tired now ler...last night can't sleep...sobx..today need to wake up early go church tim... nvm..how early i also will wake up de...keke...i bless all the couples out there to stay sweet n live happily ever after~ (dont be like me jiu can ler...)
Break?? So fun??
Ngam ngam 1 month....break liao...haih...is i say break de...b4 i lv him deeper...better dnt want to continue this relationship ler...i can feel that he not very care this relationship..why want break?? he oso no pei me everyday...a gf no bf pui..hw feel?? he said we 2 nt suit...break ler..lk dis jiu break ler...eventhough i still love him..we cnt continue dis relationship de ler...during he camp...i very worried bout him..i think my frens knw de lar rite?? till end..oso mou ler...i gt send many smses 2 him..bt he cnt receive coz he off ler hp too long liao...till msg oso cnt deliver...zz...haih...1 day we sms...nt till 20 msges....compared with my frens..wow....200++....hmmmm~~ kong jin ler..i still ng seh dak de...bt..wat cn i do?? is i say break de...haih...i thought my tears will nt roll down de...bt...it did...nt it is dey...God an pai ler...i should follow de..since nex year is pmr...i should concentrate more in my studies...lk Helen...haha..i really pui fuk her ler..we 2 sm situations de....bt her de happens few months ago...till today she still waiting de...i really pui fuk her..4 me....i cnt wait tat long...coz its nt worth 4 me... bt helen..if u wanna wait..wait ler..jz wan u to knw..no mather wat i wil stand 4 u de..jz lk u stands 4 me wen my tears roll down...thx...my tears will smile 1 day....i promised to myself jor..all is God an pai de...thx God...My besties oso.....thx ler...ur advise cn say is a medicine 4 me..keke..thx ya~ keke~ i should smile de rite?? haha...yea..keke..i jz wish tat he cn live his life happily n 5 his mrs right ler...i knw his mrs right had appear de bt nt me....nvm...i knw my mr.right hvnt appear yet..or mayb is appear liao?? Him?? (nt my x k?)..dnt knw ler..dis year..kind of an unhappy year 4 me n 2 of my besties...i cn say gv boys hurt ler...3 time??? den nex boy is hu?? hu knws?? God's knw...receive a sms from helen...she said...God gives u suitable things in a suitable time...i think nw this time nt suitable 4 me ler...nvm...i cn wait..keke~ n i pray to God..hoping that i cn hv bk my happy life so that i cn live happily ever after~
Cousin Hse~
Well..i played scrable n on9 fs in my cousin thr..haha...wel...ngam ngam the mother hamster gv birth wo..so damn cute ler..keke..dnt worry i wnt eat them de eventhough i m a cat..haha..jk~ n i wish dey live happily ever after~ keke~
Friday, December 19, 2008
☆Things~☆
OhNo~!~! whr is the missing donut?? in my stomach lar..zz...
Haha..while buying donuts..i saw fung zen hiung..choosing donuts too..haha...jz ta jui fu with him lor..wakakakaka~ lol...Anywayz...i receive a msg from davis saying he fell down wa..haha..mana tiam..at cinema fell down..at toilet fell down til the toilet plastic dat 1 broke wa..haha...so tai lik meh u?? yan sai sai dnt knw u dat tai lik de..mana tiam..hahaha...nex time i wnt invite u to my hse since u so dai lik ltr my toilet bowl dat plastic gv u make bao jor hw count xin?? haha... n i log out frm dis blog happily ever after...