Love problem??

Just wake up from my dream...its a nightmare?? i so damn wish all is nightmare.... haih....whenever i wake up...my uncomfortable feelings come bk de..haih... i jz wish tat dose feelings wil leave me...i imporve ler...i no cry 2day...if 4 laz time dose boys hurt me b4...i gt...so happy...keke~ i dnt knw y...my heart to him lk..stil tat deep?? i oso dnt knw ler...jz wishing tat i cn stay happy....dnt knw hw to end with happily ever after...