Just Do It!

Me and carmen just kinda hate studying SEJARAH!

Yes i can! opz...me, carmen and jinsim can! we can! haha!

Sweat...we just cant do this haiz....sobx!

Pictures were taken when we are tuitioning maths at mr.raymond's house today..

Its just so fun that we took it down because we DO PREFER GEO MORE THAN SEJ!

Till today then i realise that tsen prefers Geo too...i thought she will choose sej since all of our friends prefer SEJ MORE THAN GEO!LOLX!

ONLY ME CARMEN AND TSEN LOVE GEO MORE THAN SEJ..

SAME SPECIES MAYBE..

OR MAYBE SAME MICROORGANISMS..HAHA..JK!

WE ARE NORMAL HUMAN WITH SAME INTEREST ONLY! HAHA!

True or False? Just belive it!

Took this picture from Mr.colin..

well its true?

doesn't it?

HELP!

Arh! my fellow mellow friends are forcing me to study..

haha...

most of them are talking about studies..lol....so tention!!

ARH!

Pmr is getting nearer and nearer and that is forcing me too!

So hate! arh!

I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE BORING...TO FACE THOSE BOOKS...PLAY FACEBOOK BETTER! HAHA! today me and helen talked about it at mr.raymond there..haha...funny! LOL..totally addicted to it? no i'm not! haha!

studies?

STUDY HARD AND BE A BEGGER NEXT TIME! LOL!

THAT WAS WHAT MR.COLIN ADVISED US YESTERDAY! LOL!

I cant trust u anymore...

Lack of trust in our relatioship..

cant trust u le...

No one will...

ALONE....

Today then i realised that

No one will understand how i really really feel..

No one will understand what i really really think...

No one will give me what i really really want....

No one can fulfil what i hope to want...

NO ONE...

It's because my condition and my situations that i am having is totally different than anybody..not because i want to say bad u all k?

Even the advise that my besties gave me i cant neither accept it nor do it...

i'm sorry..

my life is just too miserable...............too too too miserable till no one can understand it...

I'm sorry if i do hurt you(the reader) in this post..

but the HURT that i'm having is way more hurt than yours now...

i'm sorry...

Bad mood...

My mood was bad today...

this time not carmen make...

is...haiz...

100 TRUTHS TAGGED BY YEINZ

001. Real name: Esther Mau
002. Nickname(s): Mau mau
003. Age: Turning 15 in one month time! wuhuu
004. Horoscope: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Good sheperd kindergarden
007 Middle School: St.Monica
008. High School: Sung Siew Secondary School
009. College school: Still young for that
010. Hair colour: black + natural brown
011. Long or short: Long
012. Loud or Quiet: Dnt knw..only besties knows de..^^
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans gua..
014. Phone or Camera: Phone for sure!
015. Health freak: kinda!
016. Drink or Smoke: drink soft drinks..^^
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Well i am!
018. Eat or Drink:EAT!
019. Piercings: NOPE..SCARE PAIN!
020. Tattoos: CHRISTIAN CANT TATOO
021. Social or Anti-Social: sure social lar..haha
022. Righty or Lefty: lefty..sob..
023. First piercing: i dnt like piercing...
024. First relationship: 13 years old
025. First Best Friend: tsen jin sim
026. First Award: Primary 5
027. First Kiss: gone jor...
028. First Pet: i dnt hv pet...
029. First Big Vacation: year 4...
030. First Love at First Sight: yea..now with kalok! hehe..^^
031. First Big Birthday: last year...chai helped me celebrate..i dnt celebrate birthday!
032. First Surgery: nvr give chopped by doctors before..LOL
033. First sport you joined: MARCHING?
034. Orange or Apple Juice: apple for sure!
035. Rock or Rap: dnt knw...hate them!
036. Country or Screamo: Country..
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: backstreet boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: cn i choose both?
039. Night or Day: Night..not hot ma...hehe
040. Sun or Moon: Moon..say le hate hot lor..
041. TV or Internet: Internet for sure!
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: kiss
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: i hate them!
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: sogou better...
048. Soccer or baseball: badminton suits me more..
049. Eating: just ate..lol...
050. Drinking: h2o
051. Excitement level: ?
052. I'm about to: off my comp n sms...
053. Listening to: This I Swear
054. Plan for today: study to win CARMEN! HAHA!
055. Waiting for: this saturday can meet kalok!
056. Energy level: medium...need to eat a lot to build up my strength to continue on my plan!
057. Thinking of someone: yea..hehe!
058. Want kids: yer...pain pain!
059. Want to get married: maybe...c feel...
060. When: dnt knw...as i had mention, SEE FEEL!
061. How many kids do you want: scare pain wo...
062. Any name in mind:think so far for? pmr also hvnt over yet!
063. What did you want to be when you were little: little? teacher...
064. Careers in mind: pilot maybe..
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow
066. Something you would never try: play with fire coz scare hot..
067. When do you want to die: when i'm totally full of pains in my bodies..
068. Lips or Eyes: lips
069. Romantic or Funny: Romantic
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller
071. Protective or Caring: Protective
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: arms..
074. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
075. Hookedr-up or Relationship: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Hesitant
077. Muscular or Normal: normal its ok...
078. Kissed a stranger: i will nvr do that!
079. Broken a bone: nope...i sayang my body de..^^
080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope..seldom wear!
081. Ran away from home: y?
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no..lol...i use to hit them.,...
083. Killed somebody: christian dnt kill
084. Broken someone's heart: yea..haiz...
085. Had your heart broken: of course! many times! thx to some BOYS! stil rmbring bout IT!
086. Been arrested: NO..RECORD SANGAT BERSIH..
087. Cried when someone died: yea..my aunt..
088. Liked a friend more than a friend:no! hehe!
Do u believe in
089. Yourself: i must!
090. Miracles: kinda..
091. Love at first sight: yea..me n him! hehe!
092. Heaven: of course!
093. Santa Claus: no
094. Tooth fairy: no
095. Kiss in the first date: nvr!
096. Angels:yea! hehe!
Answer Truthfully.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? - yea..wish a lot!
098. Happy with where you're in life now? – kinda! hehe
099. Do you believe in God?- OF COURSE!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people

TAGGED

~MONICA~

~DAVIS~

~CHIEW~

~AMY~

~ELTON~

My first Birthday Gift

I had a very good friend, can be said as best friend too!

We known each another since year 4 in st.monica primary school..

We argue a lot during that time but now we seems like getting closer and closer and closer! haha!

And this friend of mine, is giving me a BIRTHDAY PRESENT ON THE 6TH OF JUN 2009! lol...

c the wrapper of this present..so blueish cute! aww! hehe!

WHEN I OPEN THIS WRAPPER, ITS NOT HARD YOU KNOW?

NO CELLOTAPE...JUST OPEN! WOW!

THE MOST SIMPLE BIRTHDAY WRAPPER EVER! HAHA!

Well she said she present me this gift as my birthday present..

its the 1st gift that i ever receive in 2009! not even on valentines' days!

wow! first gift in this year..

THANKS VERY MUCH TSEN! HAHA!

WHY?

YOU HURT ME...

WHY?

i dnt know..

u said u enjoy everytime with me..

but now u enjoy without me...

i so hurt..

receive ur message said NVM I AM HAVING FUN WITHOUT YOU!

do you know this msg had hurt me so deep?

eventhough i said i am nt going to have fun with u but i dont mean it! u hurt me!

And i heard my friend, jinsim said that you had stolen her compass for the second time! LOL..how bad!

sui carmen ho!

u hurt me so deep!

aiks no lar...u DIDN'T hurt me AT ALL..hehe...i was just joking...^^...enjoy!

i see you!

Actually not i saw you is Kalok saw you, monica!

hahax!

he saw you in mile four with a girl..LOL..

ask he asked me why i didn't out with you..

haha...

lame! LOL..JK!

MATHS!

My exercise...haiz...tsen is catching up...so i must add oil! haha!

Carmen carmen...she said this chap was hard!

Well, she doesn't dare to ask raymond cause she won't understand so she'll ask me..LOL..

a good way to revise for me! good! thx carmen! hehe!

Part 2!

GUESS WHICH WORDS IS MINE AND WHICH WORD'S IS CARMEN?

cAN'T SEe my Name right? nvm i've "zoom" them bigger in the picture above! haha!

THIS PAPER BELONGS TO ME! NOT CARMEN'S...my handwriting can prove it though..hehe..

This belongs to carmen..aiks..can't see all the red ink that raymond wrote for her! arh!

kik sei!

Go ahead and laugh,carmen! haha! XD

TODAY'S ENTERTAINMENT IS..................

Haiz..maths....RAYMOND! lol..

She did come to tuition today.....

playing chin's phone and keep on capturing her pictures..haha!

Aiks.! i cant stand her anymore so i took a pic of her and she eventually stop capturing amy's pic! haha! n she loves to post this post everyday! arh!

hERE...another evidence that her fav post is that! BODY GLOVE! LOL!

Well, i'm supposingly going to attend a Interact Club meeting but i rather choose to gain some maths knowledge! haha! Monica didn't attend too..she said she wanted to gain some knowledge from God! (going youth!)

My horoscope is cancer!

Love:
Give yourself some time and don’t feel guilty if you are uncertain about your own feelings.
Career:
Move ahead slowly with your plans.
Health:
Your wrists are quite vulnerable, so make sure you rest them after work.
Wealth:
Finally, you will be able to spend more money on entertainments.

Thanks Terry!

Thanks..terry...

You've woke me up!

If you don't tell me how important it is to do devotion,

I really totally lost!

Thanks God for sending him to tell me about this...

Thanks!!

Well, today is my first day of doing my OWN DEVOTION ALONE WITH GOD!

what a "good" christian i am..sob!!

Keep yourself in training for a Godly life.

Physical exercise has some value,

but Spritual exercise is valuable in every way.

because it promises life both the present and for the future.

(1 Timothy 4:7b-8)

My life is miserable!

You dont understand me at all...

Thats what i wanted to say only...

Study first?

Or You?

But definetely is God first!